No Future

Thoughts gone unspoken

Emotions left untended to

Day's passing me by because I have nothing to live for....

Some may find this ridiculous or even may be shocked

But this is what's going on inside my mind, within my thoughts

I look in the mirror and though I may see my reflection,

I see no future

It's as though I'm looking past the surface,

through the glass,

into passing time

and seeing the worse I could see

I could have the money

I could have fame

I could have the big house

And yet it feels all the same

I guess getting down to the surface of it all

I lost something that I can never get back

And that missing part created a void that just seems to grow and grow and grow...

At the moment,

I have his heart in my chest and mines in his

I have the friends I call family and the family I call friends

I have my life ahed of me

I have a good college and criminal law in my corner

But yet I look in the mirror and see no future